do u hold the special place in my heart?

I was tryin' to be someone

I played my part

kept you in the dark

Now let me show you

the shape of my heart...

Shape of my heart, BSB

Entry ni bersempena kebosanan dan 'kerinduan' aku menghabiskan cuti krismas smlm...nasib ada knsert BSB kt TV.leh aku layan. jatuh cinta ngan lagu shape of my heart nih..uhuuuu....

dan...ada sdkt perkara mnganggu fikiran this week...be cool :)

tangga-tangga kejayaan.menuju puncak!!!

Aktiviti si gedik santai bila tak masuk office selama 2 hari...bukan mengular tp pi blaja n smbil tu cuci mata n apa2 yg patut!!!hahaha. yg pakai baju itam tepi si gedik santai tu lah trainer adobe indesign kitorang :)

dillah,me, sir ilish, ikram, fendi

Seronok gk blaja adobe indesign ni..rs mcm nk jd designer jer pasni pastu buka company printing ke aper...buat part time kan...emmm..khayalan 2-3 jam je tuh!! tp tak slh kan menanam impian camtu kan? tp aku kna cari rakan kngsi la dulu..hoho..ape2 jela!!


ha...ni sape la plak...gedik santai mmg suka wat spekulasi, skandal mendel ni kan...sronok jer n suka ati mak bapak dia jer kan.hihi..sbnrnya takde apepun...dia la sudi jd tukang anta n amik gedik santai dr tmn desa ke subang tmpt training kitorang. kalo tak, gedik santai taktau nk terjah tmpt tu cmna..takde keta kan..uuuu....thanks to ikram :) and to dillah gk. segala kesulitan amat dikesali~~

owh....update gi jom heboh lum bertulis lg kan...keje nk submit kt puan pn lum settle lg. nk blk kg lg..owhhh...mcm2 la dlm otak ni~~~~~!!!~~~~tp smpat lg update blog n jenguk frenster.hahaha...



Regards,
Fazila
Beberapa minit slps ber conference ngan naimians
dan hari ni birthday K-A-N :)

Perlukan motivasi dr seseorang.Siapa dia??

Be more secretive

Never explain yourself to anyone

Because the person who likes you doesn’t need it

And the person who dislikes you won’t believe it

Don’t wait for tomorrow

When you keep saying you’re busy

Then you’re never free

When you keep saying you have no time

Then you will never have time

When you keep saying that you will do it tomorrow

Then your tomorrow will never come (khas utk aku nih...)

Let the dreams come true

When we wake up in the morning

We have 2 simple choices

Go back to sleep and dream

Or wake up and chase those dreams

Choice is yours

Priority in life

Don’t let someone become a priority in your life

When you’re just an option in their life

Relationships work best when they are balanced (btol sangat!!)

The true facts of life

We make them cry who care for us

We cry for those who never care for us

And we care for those who will never cry for us

This is the truth of life

It’s strange but true

Once you realize this

It’s never too late to change (aku terasa...tp da insaf da..)

Think wisely

Don’t make promise when you are in joy

Don’t reply when you are sad

Don’t take decision when you are angry

Think wisely…

"Old Flame the Motivator", 2002-present

Regards,
Fazila
Pejabat CEO, Tingkat 13
10 min before lunch hour

//takde tajuk entry ni//

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed....

gambar ni tiada kaitan ngn entry ni.tp nape duk cni?huh...

tak saba nk blk kampung 30 Dec ni..cpatla December blepas!!tak saba nk jmpa hj zakaria n hajjah zaimah ni..n then tak saba nk naik flight sbnrnya ni..hihi..

dan semestinya DEADLINE pn da nk smpai ni...oh December!!!

This is my December

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to....

Regards,
Fazila

::Naik Pelamin Bertiga::

Selamat Pengantin Baru utk Ana & Azlan serta baby dlm kandungan...tumpang gembira utk my coursemate ni sbb naik pelamin bertiga :) actually diorang da akad nikah 17 Oct 08 hari tu..

Hmmm...rs cam br semalam jer ak tmpang keta dia gi kelas Financial Management hr sabtu kt uia kuantan.pastu gi main2 air kt panching.gi TC malam2 jln tepi pntai smbil dgr coleteh dia psl azlan.pastu ada 'krisis' laa..macam2 citer lar psl kengkawan bdk math kt uia ni...tup2 sbtu lps dia da naik pelamin bertiga.warghhh....tak terkata~~~tahniah utk ana!!moga bhgia ke anak cucu:)

Marhana, Azlan & Baby :)

kami yg menyerikan majlis: syida, rose, marya,nuura,MCLaa

BSMS 03-07

thn dpn kita ke kedah plak dlm bln may turn yana...baby linda kt gmbak blum berjenguk lg.huhu...pastu turn sapa la plak???aku penutup majlis utk naimian 9701 n BSMS 03-07 :)

$$$Money.money.Money$$$

*SHARING IS CARING :)

THERE was an air of confidence in Adam when he graduated from university with first class honours. He was now well prepared for the real world where he had to earn his own money.

Adam started his career in one of the big five accounting firms. He was paid a starting salary of RM2,500 per month and with overtime and other claims, he was able to earn an average of RM3,000.

This time, Adam had more disposable income in hand and decided to review his budget.
In Adam’s revised budget (see table), he put “savings ” as the first item under his “expenses” column. This is in line with the principle that we should always pay ourselves first.
Therefore, he continued with the unit trust investment but topped it up to 10 per cent of his salary.

In fact, some financial planners would recommend saving half the income. This is inclusive of the mandatory EPF contributions from both the employer and employee which amount to 23 per cent.

This means that you have to save another 27 per cent of your gross income to meet the 50 per cent target.

This may be tall order for most people, especially those with children, but this is the sacrifice we’d have to make for a comfortable retirement.

Second on Adam’s list was repayment of his PTPTN loan. As a responsible graduate, Adam started repaying RM150 each month as soon as he received his first pay cheque.
As Adam was staying with his parents, he was able to save quite a lot on rental.
So he decided to give his parents RM250 each for food and lodging.

Another RM500 was set aside for meals outside home, mainly for lunch and dinners when he has to work late. The estimate was RM20 per day for 25 working days.

Adam also set aside RM500 for clothing and entertainment as he would most likely go out with his colleagues, and a night out can easily cost RM100.

Adam would like his own wheels, decided to save up a little bit more in order to put down a larger down payment for his first car.
For now, he would rely on public transport.

He got himself an integrated travel pass for public buses and LRTs for RM135 per month. The transport allocation was increased to RM200 to cover taxi rides now and then.

Adam also set aside RM100 for his handphone bill.

After taking into consideration all his foreseeable expenditures, Adam found that he had RM300 per month to spare.
He decided on an insurance policy and the monthly payment came to 10 percent of his salary, a sum that was well within his budget.

******gaji aku tak sebanyak adam,tp syukurlah...*******

journey yg poyo lg best!

Happiness..satisfaction...itu jer kot yg bleh dikatakan perasaan kami ms blk kg utk raya haji aritu...ujan lebat kami redah,mata ngantuk kami tido n perut lapar kami mkn utk mengharungi liku2 ke rumah masing2 ke klate.haha..

ni la antara shoot2 yg smpat dirakam n di upload,journey kl-klate 5dec 08 di kala sume memegang status single & available!!! :)

happy sngt...

yeayy...nk smpai rmh aku da..

tp pekena nasi blauk + teh o panas dulu

dan...singgah kt masjid skejap :)

special thanks to DAX 3706, zanur/natrah, nikon D60, Amani n Tengku Zull :) cayala korang...

CEO wif his cute staff

Yess!!!satu kerja da bkurang hari ni.br lps jmpa my CEO psl design n write up of the ads.hmmfff...totally out write up aku.dia da siap karang satu page storyline utk aku pass kt designer JKR.hahaha.selamat!!!aih...bila english aku nk power nih??

cuak gk td bila secretary CEO aku tu ckp dia nk jmpa aku..huhuhu..setahun aku krja kt ceo's office ni br hr ni aku ngadap dia utk dgr dia comment hasil krja aku..sblm ni aku ada bos aku pn shahdee.report kt dia jerk.hehe..kalo ceo tak puas hati pn puan aku yg kna:) jahatnya akuuuu...

TABH: siapa buat sume ni?
belek2 hasil kerja aku

ZF:erkk..arks...buat apa en tajul.ergh..yg mana?
muka blurrr...bila aku nk berubah ni?

TABH: sume ni la...

ZF:ooo..aaa..sy propose design ni kt designer JKR n dia yg convert dlm bntuk ads ni.write up tu pn shahdee yg wat.heee...

TABH:ooo..mmm..so sy hanya nk yg ni jer utk ads kita. n u need to include dis photos bla bla bla....bla bla

huh...baik jer ceo aku ni...ajr aku mcm aku bdk drjah 1 jer.anda perlu tau dia pn grad dlm mathematical science gk n wat double degree dlm it(org wat degree math ni mmg baik n mcm loving teacher kot)..bijak loh!!orgnya serius ajer n tinggi lampai..ada ank laki umur 25thn.hahaha..grad oversea gk:)

kesimpulan dr cerita ni:

• bekerjala bersungguh2 dan jgn jd kaki bodek
• ikhlas dlm buat krja seharian dan niat krana allah
• respect la boss anda dan tak slh jd kan mereka idola anda utk berjaya dlm career(nasib aku dpt bos baik yg cerewet)
• be humble walau da jd ceo n gaji berjuta.ni br je junior exec tp lagak kalah ceo.huh!!
• sikap willing to learn tu kna slalu ada
• proactive and ada initiative.kna slalu blaja walau tak amik master pun!

dan paling penting jgn selalu blurr mcm aku...

jd comel mcm kucing ni takpe:)

kakak

Da kol 1.40pm…alamak..da lambat!! Dgn pantas jari mendail 014-290 1327. Takde org angkat lak. Dail 013-985 6551..truttt..trutt...tettt....

Gedik santai: Alloo..duk watper? Da mkn ker?

Di sana: da...tgh baca buku ni...da mkn da pg td.

Gedik Santai: ala...lps SPM br nk bc buku. Arif pi mana?fahmi?

Antara dialog rutin seorang kakak dan adik2 beliau seramai 3 orang semenjak pemergian Zakaria & Zaimah ke mekah mukarramah...

SueLazy: Kakla, td arif call abah kt mekah. Dia da dpt no hj.lan kt sana.

Gedik santai: ha, yer ker…bg la kt kakla jgk. Umi abah ok ker kt sana?

SueLazy: nnt kakla ckp dgn arif sdiri larr...

Diorang ni mmg tak sebulu. Runsing aku dibuatnya. Sorang lanun, sorang hantu n sorang lg singa kt rmh tuh..slalu bercakaran la. sorang da 20thn, sorang 17 thn n si bongsu da form2.

Gedik santai: Yeh, yeh ckp apa ngn abah td? (nm manja si bongsu arif=yeh)

Bongsu: takde apapun. Abah tnya org nk pkai jubah ker?

Gedik santai: ala, abah tnya arif jer ker?kakla?

Bongsu: org jer yg ingat kt abah. Tu abah tnya...org lain takmau call.padan muka!Menyampah adik bongsu aku ni.mcm dia sorang rindu umi abah..huh..

Gedik santai: nnt kakla nk call umi abah jgk la. Jgn gaduh2 tau kt rmh tu. Mntk sue msk ayam msk kicap ptg ni k.kakla nk blk da jumaat ni. Nnt kakla msk sedap2 n kita pi jln ramai2 k.

Bongsu: emmm...ok. diorang tu ’besar kt tido’ jer..takle nk suruh aper. Biarla org belapar...bye. Kesian si bongsu...

Sabarlah wahai kakak...fokus kt kerja tu plak...Jumaat ni blk kampung da...En Zakaria & Pn Zaimah akan blk dlm 30Dec ni da...miss them very much.huhuhu....

Fahmi::Syuhaida::Ariff

Puan Zaimah-22 Oct 08

En Zakaria-Kota Bharu Airport

Tiada dlm gambar~Zaitul Akma my kakak sulung, Zahari (2nd) & Zulkifli (3rd)

gadis-wanita

...Aku wanita aku kaum hawa

Yang memang rapuh hatinya

Aku wanita aku punya cinta

Selayaknya manusia...

skrg tgh layan lagu siti nurhaliza,wanita...best jgk bila da dgr bnyk2 kali...wanita kah aku???hihihi...

PrObLEm!!!

Kenapa ngan aku dis week? Masuk jer opis otak aku trus blur…knape aku sngt malas n tak focus sngt ni ha??? Rasa nk cekik2 n tampar2 je diri sendiri ni. Mc Laa, BUAT KEJe!!!Aku tau melayari frenster, blog n wat sudoku jer 2 3 hari ni..apehal nihh???tau la bos aku takde kt dpn ni...insaf lah wahai mclaa weiii!!!tetiba jgk jiwa raga aku meronta2 nk kawen...nk kawen ngn sape Mc Laa!!!gedik ehh...ni msti kes waktu subur nih.hahaha..lupakan jekk:)

Mc Laa...please..bnyk ni keje kna setel dlm ms sbln sblm puan blk dr mekah bln january ni. Dia mau tgk siap n kasi comment je & no ergghh arghh lagik..

++Branding manual for PROPEL BERHAD~dr mnggu lps duk bc sample jer. Bila nk start 1st topic nih???
++Proposal for Calendar of events 2009~sepatah haram blum tulis. Event apa nk wat thn dpn da ada. Nasib baik*wink*
++Design & write up utk ads dlm Suara Teknik JKR. Sepatutnya hr ni ak meeting ngn designer dr JKR tuh, tp nenek dia mninggal lak. Tertangguh lg!!waaaaa….
++Concept & Design for PROPEL notebook/corporate gifts~Shahril Stitch Works da contact td…tp aku blum propose cmna spec kitorang nk lg.adeiii…
++Follow up progress website ngan S*****~diorang pn mls mcm aku. Asyik kelentong aku jer kalo call.nasib giler2 cam aku :) cayala z*** n n*****!!
++Event report dr bln September blum siap2 lagik!!!~satu ayat pn lum buat.sungguh DAHSYAT!!!
++Estimate revenue/value for each event for 2008~bos mntk dr bln 8 lg tp aku blum kasi. Event br stop bln lps jek..ni br smpt aku ingat.hahaha..

dan..utk pngetahuan semua, aku sorang2 jer mnguruskan task ni. kt ceo's office ni, ada CEO PROPEL, secretary dia, Boss aku sbgai dep gen manager, Aku kulikutip n clerk..bayangkannnn...

Ohhh semua….tlng la bg motivasi ckt kt Mc Laa supaya dia jd lg bersemangat utk wat keje yg amat s*** tuh..huhu…

jumpa my EX :)

hehehe..last saturday,dlm keadaan masih tak berapa sihat,aku gagahkan diri jgk utk pi KLIA menghantar fatimah n amy ke UK..dan ms ni jgk ak pi bersama my ex..hehe..dan bersama jannah serta muhizan..

dan..apakah yg aku mau utarakan kt cni..takde apepun..hahaha..yer la..sbb da lama tak jmpa kan.ni da jmpa dptla jgk tau perkembangan terbaru masing2.yg pasti aku blum kawen dan dia pn blum kawen lg.haha..takde meaning aper2 yer:)

thanks kepada jannah,muhizan n nazri.best jgk mkn kt restoran lesung mlm tu.dan mlm tu leh gk tau centre of air traffic control kt msia ni.yeehaa..

p/s: kpd ina,yana-maafkan aku(diorang je fhm)
buat mekros-aku fhm knapa ko takle ikut.
kpd amy n timah,take care di uk.jmpa lg..uuu..

::kami::

Results-PB Run

Yeahh..dan diumumkan aku TIDAK BERJAYA mendapatkan medal mahupun sijil during the marathon..uwaa....ada sbb musabab aku tak dpt medal tu..

1st-aku malas beratur panjang utk amik medal.ni utk org amik ms lbih dr 3.5jam..bknnya bnyk pn medal.lain la aku smpai awal..kna berebut.tu malass..
2nd-aku jujur..aku kan bkn btol2 finisher..so biarla..medal tu bkn duit seribu ke 2 ribu.tu tak kisah..

tapi..aku nk tnjuk gk medal tu..ni aku pinjam dr bdk rmh aku la..haha..diorang lg dahsyat,dahle naik bus smpai garisan penamat..dapat lak medal..mmg tak aci..penganjur ni mmg bodos,tak efficient tol..huh!!tp takpe,tu rezeki diorang..mmm..

aku posing dlm blk jer.maaple tak tnjuk muka:)

walau tak dpt medal or cert,aku rs enjoy jer..sajer cipta sejarah ber marathon kt atas penang bridge.bak kata azrul,keje giler.dia org penang pn tak pnah nk jln atas bridge tu..haha..

takde pasal,aku cari pasal.lps ber marathon,aku blk klate n trus sakit satu bdn dan trus demam smpai hari ni..huhu.pengalaman manis 2008:)

Penang International Marathon

i'm back:)

aku ingat nk mc arini sbb kurang sihat.br jer smpai dr klate kol 7pg td.huh..memandangkan ada bnda urgent kna setel,kna la masuk opis gk arini.camni la aku yg idup tnpa boss..huhu..dahle my 'big boss' pn baru berangkat ke mekah smlm..mm..sume bossess dlm idup aku pergi meninggalkan aku wat smntara waktu.uuu..tp takpe,aku perlu menruskan idup ni gk.

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

smpai jer opis trus td cek email n teruja sngt sbb da dpt gmba dr azmi masa kt penang international marathon aritu..yeay...:) cuba cari di mana kah mclaa??

~KUEMB-Penang International Marathon 2008~

nk tau cerita di sebalik marathon nih???hehehe..yg pasti ak dpt complete kan larian.haha..20km aku jln dan lari anak2 dan lagi 5km aku menumpang kereta PROPEL yg meronda kt penang bridge ms kitorang lari..(inilah faedahnya aku kt ceo's office,propel-famous jgk ehh aku ni).diorang pick up kt tgh2 jmbatan pulau pinang and drop aku 2-3km sblm garisan penamat.kesian tgk aku mcm mayat idup tgh jln.hahaha..main tipu.....pastu aku pi la jln smpai garisan penamat.

dan.........adakah aku berjaya dpt medal and cert???tungguuuu..

~new image~

ala...blog ni da buat aku jatuh cinta plak da..takpe,sebelum aku bcuti pnjg(almost 1 week)..i'll come back on friday..huh..have a lot of things to settle up..but..takpela..keje smpai mati pn tak abes loh..ak mau tulis gk kt blog nih:)

sblm tu,nk share aksi2 terakhir aku sblm bcuti pnjg di kala jam mnunjukkan 5.59pm..hihi..aku mmg suka posing..

serabut loh workplace aku.tp port ni la paling best..port je best,keje===pn 'best' gk..

aha..msti ramai tertanya2~(mekros la terutamanya) psl ak memakai spek.sbnrnya ada citer di sebalik posing ak ngan spek tuh.dua menjak ni i need to use my spek sbb mata akan jd berair n pedih sngt sbb ngadap pc lama sngt.silau rsnya bkn rabun.ak pi wat spek tu da lama,mata ak mmg problem ngan silau pn.mula la berair mcm nangis mcm zaman clash dulu.haha..dahle psl spek tu..

amacam..nmpk mcm eksekutif yg berwibawa,maju jaya,terpelihara tak?aha..cun ker tak?hihi..

mmm..doakan aku bleh ber marathon spnjg 25km kt penang international marathon 08 ahad nnt yer.n slmt pulang ke kg utk anta umi abah ke mekah pd 20hb..

nntkan aksi2 menarik ak kt penang n kelantan pd jumaat nnt :)

baru teringat..)

akhirnya aku smpat melawat blog aku sendiri nih..huhu..aku bleh tlupa aku ada blog yg ni.slalu aku update kt frenster jer..tak smpat loh nk update sumer..
ha...kebetulan aku baru nk start melayari hidup di opis tnpa bos aku di sisi..huhu..smlm dia da btolak ke mekah.selasa lps dia start cuti.br 2 hari dia takde di sisi,ak rs mcm nk pecah da otak aku ni..arghh...tp takpe,cmni la jalan2 utk bgelar big boss.hahaha..

yeahh...dan dis wk juga knapa perasaan aku ni takle di control sngt.ak pn taktau la..period kot.hahaha..br smlm dpt kad jmputan kwn skolah n u nk kawen.aduss..makin bnyk jer kawen2 nih..tertekan jugak..org lain da nk kawen,aku taktau aper lagi..tau main,tido keje jer..huhu..haha..n main2 suka org tu,org ni..tp ss jela..hahaha..

dan....esok..yer esok..esok aku mau ke penang..yeah...ada penang international marathon..sjak biler la aku ni jnis bsukan ni..ak pn taktau..haha..takpe,ni aku join Kelab UEM Builders..ak mcm biaser la,bak kata kwn2,still aktif mcm kt u..aper2 society pasti ada muka aku..kah kah..tak saba loh nk lari..tiap2 wknd aku jogging loh..kdg2 blk keje pn ak smpt lari 2-3 kliling kt padang sblh kondo..mm...training pnting loh..takut pancit..tak saba tnggu esok..yeayy...

seterusnya..hr ahad jugak aku akn trus blk ke klate..yeayyyyyyyyy...rindu siot kt kg..rindu kt anak-anak kuuu..ank2 kucingku loh..ebi efi dan do re mi..da bsar kot diorang di bwh jagaan adik2 ku..tak saba nk balikkkkkkkkk dan aku akan bcuti pnjg smpai khamis..

dan..nnt kan update seterusnya..pasti gempak pasni...btemu smula di hari jumaat kot..
----best jgk mnulis kt blog ni----ptg karang kalo smpt tulis lagi:)