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kadang-kadang anda terpaksa melupakan hati anda untuk memiliki hati mereka..

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p/s pinjam yang kak izyan pnyer :)

kerana kusayang kamu..

semalam sy sungguh runsing. tetiba hubby sy ni merajuk tak mau detect kt kekasih hati dia si compaque nih.. abes sume step saya try utk pujuk dia, tp hubby saya bdegil gak.. ttp igonore kekasih hati dia nih..oh hubby!!! wat's wrong wif u my dear???

hubby buat saya takle tido lena smlm tau.. bgn pg td, saya try pujuk dia lg.. tp dia still camtu gak..oh hubby!!mmg sah..hubby saya ni problem!!takpe, bg masa jap kt my dear ni utk tido ekk..nnt kita pi midvali tghari ckt jmpa doktor..muahaha..

dan.. hari ni cipta rekod la gk kol 10am saya da bsiap sedia utk gi midvali..semata-mata utk my hubby nih!! aper sajer utk mu my dear,aku relaaaa!!!huhuhu..

then..my hubby pn diserahkan kpd doktor beliau.. rupa2 nya 'otak' my hubby problem ckt..dia kna dimasukkan ke hospital lbh kurang 2weeks.. doktor tu kasi hubby sementara utk saya..selamat!!!takdela saya keboringan sngt nnt bpisah ngn beliau..

'part time lover'
(hubby saya yg black+gold tuh..tp kotak jela)

and..i'll be missing u my hubby.. hubby jgn ingt saya curang tau sbb guna itam putih ni..saper suh hubby wat onar kan..uuuu..

"ku takkan pernah berpaling dari mu
walau kini kau jauh dariku
kan selalu ku nanti
kerna ku sayang kamu.."

Sangat hot..sure meletup!!

'Panggilan panas' tadi mmg sangat panas..smpai berpeluh-peluh..

Tutt, bleh ker tutt berlembut, bersopan n jgn tengking saya? dahle tutt mntk details psl ceo saya, tp tutt main tengking2 jer saya..ingt sy hafal sume details my ceo ker?kalo dia laki saya,ok la gk kan.. better sy hafal surah luqman ke yusof ke kan dr duk ingt details dia tuh... tutt suka ati je ekk jerkah2 saya..saya try blembut pn tutt bkn main herdik2 saya..sngt kurang ajar ekk tutt ni... naseb sy leh bsabar..takpe tuttt..harap sy tak kan jmpa tutt pasni n jgn call sy lagi..okeii??

ahh...tutt telah sdkt menjejaskan produktiviti saya pagi nih.. tutt tlah buat sy meng explore jauh psl Personality Quiz nih..tuttt..tutt...

Dan..inilah hasil dari quiz tersebut:

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

Fazila : lazerrr??

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Fazila : ermm..sngt sronok usha mamat ensem ngn mc rose n muni-same favourite.hoho

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

Fazila: owwhh..**wink**

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Fazila: ????..

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

Fazila: ermm...aku mmg bkn kaki study cam muni or pojan :)

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

Fazila: ak mmg slalu blurrr ngn misi idup aku.huhuhu

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

Fazila: wah..ekk??

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Fazila: ek??erm..tak elok nih..

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Fazila: owh...tak pcayerr!!

basi da kot..tapi takpe..

Biar da lapuk pun..tp nk share gak..

-entri bgambar-

congrats to azrul n kak yana..so sweet :)

kami 3 dak math yg telah punahkan mjlis beliau..
(muni..mclaa..mcrose..3M)

nite at gurney.. lps knduri gi melancong lak :)

~~harap sume bpuas hati k.hehehehe~~

entri cari nahas...

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

life is wonderful
life goes full circle
life is wonderful
Al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

life is wonderful
life goes full circle
life is so full of
life is so rough
life is wonderful
life goes full circle
life is our love
Ah la la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

It is so meaningful
It is so wonderful
It is meaningful
It is wonderful
It is meaningful
It goes full circle
Wonderful
Meaningful
Full circle
Wonderful

--kt kampung ni. on leave (sebab apa, biarla rahsia.) blk isnin lps lagi...amek cuti selasa rabu. mcm2 blaku dr ahad smpai hari ni..huhu.. smpai tak smpt nk update cyclops ni.. ergh..life is so wonderful kan.. br dgr lagu jason mraz ni..thanks aney, amik ilham dr entri mu yg btajuk 'love mood'. muahahaha..--

--nnt kan update psl ke penang weekend lps.. harap2 masih lum basi..huhuhu.. tungguuuu..--

Can't wait...

Hari ni tetiba aku ada masa utk baca majalah wanita lak (dlm keadaan 2 management paper blum siap n presentation KSP yg msih terbengkalai)..muahaha..aku nk gelak kt diri sendiri dan pekkkk!!!kna tampar pipi sendiri sbb tak sedar2 keje bnyk,tp tak buat2..asek main jer..huhuhu..mc laa!mc laa!

apepun..nk share jgk info yg aku dpt dr majalah bernama wanita tu,keluaran bila aku kurang psti..main rembat jer ngn akak sblh aku.lalala

Tajuk utama: Tiga sikap buat wanita tampak hodoh

1- Jahil
2- Buta hati
i. Tidak mengenal Allah dan Rasul dgn sebenarnya
ii. Terlalu berlebihan dalam perkara mubah
iii. Menjadikan syaitan sebagai teman akrab
3- Kasar lidah

Part yg paling best nk share adalah:

Banyak makan, tidur, sibuk dgn hiburan, permainan, shopping, menghias rumah berlebihan, sibuk bersenam dan berubat mengalahkan kewajiban sembahyang. Tidak tahu mana prioriti dlm kehidupan. Hal ini boleh merosakkan hati.

Agama tidak melarang manusia bersenang-senang,tetapi hidup ini mesti seimbang antara dunia dan akhirat. Jika setiap hari keletihan akibat mengikut segala kemahuan hawa nafsu sehingga tak larat untuk beribadat, tentu keadaan sebegini akan menyebabkan seseorang menjadi lalai. Jika sudah lalai, hati menjadi keras dan kotor dan tak mampu membezakan yang baik dan buruk dlm perbuatannya.


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UPDATE:

Esok pagi aku, mc rose n muni akan ke penang.. gudbye KL..yeah..
Dan...'kita akan bertemu'...yeayyy... (oooppsss.. br bg tazkirah,tp da lagho da..adeii..)

da pilih jalan camni kan..

Huhuhu.. jam skrg da 1.00 pagi.. ah... mata aku still segar bugar.. sbnrnya br lepas settle kan keje aku. huahua.. duk siapkan report, planning bla bla.. (kt ofis td bnyk main.tu tak siap.padan muka.lala) pening la utk aku explain kt cni..ckupla aku sorg fhm keje aku ni..erghh... bkn sng yer duk bidang korporat ni.. n especially duk kt tmpt aku ni ceo's office..huhu..

bkn nk blagak keje aku gah, mantap giler kan.. yer la..duk ceo's office kan..mcm hebat jer.. tp sbnrnya bkn sng.. n tak hebat pn utk aku yg bnama ZAITUL FAZILA ni. aku rs aku sngt tak seswai n tak 'sampai otak' lagi utk pikul n galas tnggungjawab ni..bnyk bnda kna pk. THINK OF COMPANY!! value tu kna ada walau bos tak suruh pk..wahaha..erm.. selalu aku pk, perlu ke aku pk bnda tuh?aku kna buat ke keje tuh..ermm..bnyk lagi persoalan yg slalu bermain2 dlm otak aku nih.. smpai seminggu lbh aku kna idup ngn ubat migrain :) berfikir nya aku..huhuhu.. diorang byr lebih ker utk aku pk lebih2 nih.. -sometimes aku leh jd serius gk yer, slalu cam kanak2 ribena jer-hehehe

dan selalu aku ter pk, smpai bila aku mmpu galas tnggungjawab ni.. mampukah aku??? berbakat ker aku? ermmm..rasanya terlalu awal lg utk aku mengalah kan..br setahun lbh aku dlm bidang ni.. baru nk 'rasa'.. kan? kan? so......aku rasa aku takle slalu mngeluh.. kna mantapkan lagi disiplin diri aku nih.. huh...ape lagi?? paling penting, slalu doa kpd Allah la kan..

dan....knape aku tetiba wat entri camni yer.. takpela, sajer nk share psl life skrg.. life yg aku da decide utk laluinya.. apepun kesusahan, keperitan, aku kna sabar, tabah utk laluinya sbb aku da pilih utk jd camni kan.. semoga Allah permudahkan jalan yg aku pilih ni..huhuhu..

jgn mudah patah semangat! bangkit!yeahh... -pesanan ni utk my special fren gk yg tgh tensen n down kt utara nunn.. (ntahler dia smpt bc ke tak..uuu)

some days i feel broke inside but i won't admit..

Wahh... sangat cool, tenang giler hari ni.. da lama tak dpt feel cmni..da almost 1 month otak n perasaan aku sngt tepu, sengsara n mnderita bila msuk opis.. derita psl aper, aku mls nk ingat..huahua.. apepun, kna fokus arini. TODAY IS SO COOOOLLL.. sngt best.. my heart beats again!!! uuuu...

Ermmm...bestnya.. saat dpt feel yg best cmni, agk bgus utk publish post..yeayy..

... I lie awake.. I drive myself crazy.. drive myself crazy.. thinking of you.. made a mistake.. let you go baby.. i drive myself crazy..

tgh layan lagu N'SYNC ni ha.. adeii.. mendayu2 jer..almaklumla..playlist skrg lagu jiwang2 n sentimental jer (mmg aku minah jiwang pun..hee) sometimes jer dgr lagu keras2 ckt. lalala.. n very seldom pasang ayat2 suci quran n nasyid kt opis.. time posa sunat n bln ramadhan jer baru buka..pekkk!!!dasat tol aku ni..muahaha.. tp tkpe, yg pnting jgn bhibur smpai lalai n lagho sngt k :) kna ingat Allah slalu..aminnn..-sentiasalah muhasabah diri. dan.. terdetik jugak di hati ni nk share petikan yg kudapat ms bc mingguan malaysia smlm.. aku tertarik, ditarik ngan bait2 ayat nih.. simple tp mendalam... (bagi aku la.hehe).. renung2kan..

" Kamu mungkin akan melupakan orang yang tertawa denganmu, tetapi tidak mungkin akan melupakan orang yang pernah menangis denganmu.. "

6th..

hohoho.. kembali ke dunia tag..yeahh!!!

Instruction: Go to photos folder. Go to 6th folder and go to 6th picture in the folder. (Brapa kali mahu 'go to' daa). Then, put the picture on your blog and make a description of it.

dan..inilah hasilnya.. sbnrnya kt folder picture aku ni bnyk giler gmba. hmpir stiap mnggu akan akan ada new folder. (maklumla, aku suka bergambar..suker gilerr!!) so ni antara collection dlm 6th folder n 6th picture aku..hehehe..

gmba ni diamik ms signing ceremony last wk.. leh refer entri 'bidan tak terjun cam aku'..

remarks:
thanks to en.abrizan amik gmba aku ni yg tgh cuak training tnjuk2 n gelek roller.. sblh aku tu kak azah, satu ceo's office ngan aku..akak, lenkali jgn la wat mclaa cmni yer..uuuu...sadisss!!

dan..itu jela citernya..kecik n naive giler mclaa dlm gmba ni :)

saper nk wat tag ni, jemputlaa yer.. :)

8.42 a.m yang sweet..

hujan lak eh pagi ni..hari ni dtg ofis rs anggun jer sbb kaler payung n baju sedondon-biru..heee..touch card 842am..ermm...da ilang keayuan!! (kna masuk 830am sbnrnya) sngt dasat attendance aku dis week.. 1 whole week touch card asek 'merah mnyala' jer..huh..

tapi...apepun..pagi ni sngt 'sweet'.. tgh layan love story by taylor swift~~~zassssttt....

I got tired of waiting

Wondering if you were ever coming around

My faith in you is fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town

I said Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you but you never come

Is this in my head? I don't know what to think..

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oh oh oh we were both young when I first saw you..

bidan tak terjun cam aku..

Tak semena-mena aku jd 'gadis signing ceremony' baru bberapa puluh minit lepas.. Terketar2 aku 'menggelek' roller tu tadi. wat latihan 2 minit jer dpn sume big boss. cuak giler aku, siap kna gelak dek diorang..kesian boss aku dpt staff cam aku nih, asek kna gelak kt orang jer..huhuhuhu.. (naive nyer aku..)

saper suh gtau lmbat..aku bkn gadis cun n cool utk handle ceremony camnih..HUh!!aku amat tak berpuas hati!!!tak puas hati sbb boss2 itu gelak kt aku pegang roller terketar2. arghhh...manala aku berpengalamn bnda2 cmni..jgn ler gelak kt aku cam tu skali..waaa...sedih n rasa underestimate giler td!!lenkali gtau la aku AWAL-AWAL utk training..ni la nm nya bidan terjun!!

Tapi takpela..sume bjalan ngn ok jer td..aku rs aku wat sehabis baik da td walaupun agk terketar2 jgk ler..naseb la event ni takde media kan..layannnn zasstt jela..thanks to ayu sbb smpt trn kan ilmu:)

aku berpura2 cool..pkai kot tu ceo aku la..baju biru tu ceo cmpny oil&gas mane ntah..aku lupa..

keciknyaa akuuuu bersama diorang dan kerusi2 itu..

Dan..abesla signing ceremony tuh..tak smpai 10 minit pn..Huh!!simple je pun tp cam aper jer..

**motif cerita di atas:

---sentiasa lah jd profesional

-----cool dlm apa jua keadaan

---kesian jd bidan terjun nih..huhuhu

bila bermata dua...

3 hari becuti...

sungguh bahagia dinikmati

ke sana ke mari

tapi...

kawan2 kawen kt klate tak dihadiri

takpe, da say sorry

sbb ada urusan perlu diberesi..




pergi one utama

bersama muna n mira

habeskan masa2 terkahir bersama-sama

muna akan tinggalkan kami semua

nk blk kg, kedah, kerja kt sana, lg bhgia katanya..



kepala aku da lega

mata da clear

kalo tak clear, mmg dasar rabun tahap kronik ke aper..

poket pun makin laaa clear

tapi takpe, hati bahagia...lalalalala...

campur aduk..

bila tido tak ikut schedule..camni la jadinyer..
kerja pun hari2 makin bosann....erghh...saba..saba..

tak elok gk termenung pnjg nih..

tapi aku sungguh malassss sejak akhir2 nih...

arghh...knapa ngan aku ni!!!



rindu orang ker?saper?rindu kamu sumerr....huhuhuhu...

laa..lan..lalala..bosann..

dia sambung blaja..

dia sngt nakal dlm kelas & teacher suka wat cntoh report dia yg bnyk salah tu dlm kelas.lalala

tgkla gaya dia dlm kelas. org suh wat latihan, dia main :)

bila dia da borinkk..

part posing dia paling suka n ceria..

trainer/teacher maureen pn da fhm ngan kenakalan dia walau br ngaja dia 2 hari..

Yang penting...dia happy. kadang-kadang dia kisah n terlampau kisah dan selalunya dia tak kisah langsung ngn apa org nk kata or aper2 jela..harap2 dia sentiasa kuat, tabah dan sntiasa diberi petunjuk oleh Nya dalam meniti kehidupan nih.. LET IT GOES WIF DE FLOW!! :)

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::UPDATE:;

some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit...

cheek..cheekiness??

Ketuk ketak ketuk ketak... bunyi sandal yg da haus tapaknya!!

langkah dihayun cepat2 sbb jam da 828am ni..'touching card' kuuuu...

Mc Laaa... (sape plak pnggil aku ni, org nk cepat ade jela peminat terjah nyer..huh!!)

Menoleh ke kanan...

ooo..Nett!!bila blk dr penang?.. (aku berbasi2)

last week..Mc Laa...lainnyer skrg..tak cam tau tadi.. (muka Nett ajaib bin hairan tgk muka aku!!)

(muka aku kelabu telampau ker? pkai cmpct powder terlebih ker arini?huhu..)

Pipi Mc Laa makin tembam!!bulattt..geramm..hehehe..

ooo..hehehe..

gmba ni diamik 19 January 09..erm..

Aku pi tnggu lift nk naik level 13... -aku makin TEMBAM???arghhh...pagi2 senin da ada org jejas mood aku ckt..owhh...makin TEMBAM + BULAT ke pipi muka aku?????

nk exercise apa kuruskan pipi???

Khamsah..five..lima..wu

aku suka membuat tag :) -dari kak izyan..hehe

1. What were you doing 5 years ago?
tahun 2004 la yer..ms tu kt uia lg sdg btungkus lumus blaja bnda yg aku tak expect pn utk blaja. huhu..smbil tu br bjinak2 join science students society..lihatlah gmbar di bawah..aku bersama-sama seniors jd committee utk pertandingan matematik (aku da lupa nm pnuh prgram ni)

2. What were the 5 things on your to do list today?

~basuh baju

~ iron baju utk keje esk

~homework business writing skills+ report utk puan

~ update blog

~cut lagu utk wat ringtone

3. What are 5 snacks that you enjoy?
~buah

~jelly

~nata de coco

~asam jambu

~biskut boro

4. What are 5 jobs you've had?
1-Trainee kt MARDI

2-Trainee GREEN Programme

3-Kuli @ Uni Asia Life Insurance

4-Exec @ PROPEL

5. Tag 5 person and who are they?
~Rose – da ada brodben kt rmh tu,rajin2 ler wat tag aku yer :)

~Haney – ko pustakawan yg bz tp smpt wat tag kan..huhu

~Delly – ko cikgu yg rajin wat tag..lalala

~Padel + Sidek + Pojan ~ harap2 ko sudi wat tag ni

~Moon ~ walau muni bz stadi, tp laa pksa suh wat gk.hihi